Ken and the Unexplainable Dream

I was reading the dictionary last week when I came across the word KEN. I stopped for a few moments and smiled to myself. I remembered that I already know that word. I happened to forgot about it. Silly me, I guess I have been eating too many JUNK FOODS with MSG (Monosodium Glutamate). Thanks to MSG, I loose more brain cells, as though I don’t have any medulla oblongata. The word KEN is a Scotch word which means, “To know” or “descry”. I thought that I’ve been too indulged over computers that I am neglecting my passion for learning through books. I realized that I skipped reading the dictionary for almost a week. That’s how much I want to learn. Each day is a wonderful day of fun and learning. After all, I remembered a short slogan that is posted along the hallway in my high school which says, “Life is a series of graduation”. In which, I am yet too immature to graduate and that I should still know more. I was reading my journal earlier then I’ve noticed that apparently, there’s one name that I keep on mentioning in some articles. Why? It’s like this: I’ve been dreaming of a certain man that I knew last year. It’s really odd for me to dream about a guy in a specific manner. In which, I wasn’t even thinking of this guy before I sleep each time I dream about him. Of course, if I can’t sleep, I count sheep. This guy doesn’t even jump over the sheep’s fence but how come I get to have a dream about him too often? This is somehow disturbing, at the same time, it is a sweet illusion. If I will sum up the number of times I had a dream about this guy, would it be appalling if I say that I dreamed about him for 6 times already!? Look, I don’t want to give names but this thing is really interrogating. Of all the many things that I can dream about, how come it involves me and this guy? I mean, I can dream about being a teacher inside a classroom, I can dream about being a billionaire, I can even dream about being in Egypt, but why this? Why, why, why, oh why? It’s not really dreadful, but like I said, it’s really troublesome. Good thing I list my dreams more often than I used to. At least, I get to trace those happenings with this unfeigned reality where you and I belong. My dreams about him are really getting too crazy. For instance, in the very first time that I had a dream about him, I was staring at the window and I covered myself with a thick blanket and I was severely austere. Then, after few moments, I felt something warm and hugged me! (ZOMG!) Then, this guy even said this: “My love for you will not last until the flight. My love for you will be yours forever.” (FCOL!) What, what? I can’t comprehend that shot! That is just the sweetest statement I ever heard from my dreams. What if someone will tell that exact statement? Oh, crap. I have no idea. After that scene, I found myself in the plane with that guy and DAMN! We’re holding each other’s hands. And POOF! I woke up. I think I lost myself in a dream. Why oh why does it have to be him? Why not with RAIN? (LOL) What does that thing mean? What did I do wrong? I am not even thinking about other stuffs, only about myself. The only thing that I remembered before I slept that night is the following: a. I placed Annika Elaine insider her box. b. I read the dictionary. c. I prayed. d. While trying to sleep, I thought about graphics and web-design. So what? Errr…I can recall that some people describe dreams as “the unconscious desires of a person while he or she is in reality.” I don’t even desire that scene! Explain, explain, explain! I think I need to KNOW…Can someone let me know, pretty please…In fact, I had another dream about this guy. The fifth and the sixth dream, really. How I wish that I didn’t returned to bed! 7:30 a.m.: I woke up early because of the continuous slamming and screeching of the bed room door. My sister keeps on getting in and out of the room. I woke up from my dream. In my dream, I was with him to rendezvous, blah, blah, blah. Then, I slept back again at 9:00 a.m. 11:00a.m.: I woke up from the same dream. What is this thing? Err…explain it to me? Where’s a modern-day Joseph the Dreamer if you need one. This is such a discussion indeed. What I can remember is that last night, as I was struggling to have a sleepy head, I thought of the game Studio E-Go! It’s Japanese and I have a lot of CG arts from it. Why, what now? Se7en’s song “Tattoo” is currently playing in the background. Woooohhhh…I’m currently listening to Korean songs either Pop or Hip-Hop. Few hours ago, I watched my favorite show: Pops in Seoul. I saw the music video of the song HEY YOU by CHAKRA. Oohhh, that’s one song in DB Audition PH! That’s so 8 years old. The song was way back in the year 2000. Brrr….it’s cold in here. I’m at home and I wish I can have a warm glass of ginger brew. Oh, now it’s WITHOUT YOU by 1TYM. Love songs. They’re really controversial. Anyway, I am looking forward for more dreams. I wish that someday, somehow, someone can explain this peculiar event to me. Please, I beg of you people…please….